hikikomori

12 January, 2008

a chance lull in obligation; plausible deniability of what is to be done.

days of acute isolation, indistinct and strung together, somnambulist.

beyond, archway; point of choice for london’s soon-not-to-be’s —

there is honne and tatema, and there are those who cannot; pervasive dispositional inertia.

and then the demi-wakefulness, and I do not want ever to wake up.

a hollowed, uncommitted, slothlful, inconclusive escape.

— self’s own kaishakunin, awaiting sallekhana

it’s right behind me, so softly.